Read the title out loud. Enough indication that I need to lose some weight. My clothes don't fit me perfectly anymore. Such a waste of money invested in a wardrobe of Nicole & Voir. I always love these two brands especially the dresses. Formal & elegant yet still decent for the eyes. Some of my clothes have been passed down. Ouch! I hate the feeling that I won't be able to wear them because I'm getting FAT. I am now almost 10kg heavier than I used to be back in Uni years. Isn't it obvious?
OK. Back to the title, in case I drifted. I am not on my bed earlier than the earliest bird because the stomach wants attention. Many attentions. 1st, I have a tub of ice-cream & orange juice which never run out of stock in my fridge. Then, I have a plate of warmed rice, soup & bambangan pickles while watching Supernatural (which I already watched like hundred times). What else can I do? I am all alone; no one to talk to except some silly one-sided conversations with the cats. Meow meow.. The idea of dialing fiance's number crosses my mind but hey, it's 4 am. So not appropriate. Please lah.. Oh, my weight issue - it's not that I don't care. I do actually but I just don't have any leisure time to think about it. Frankly speaking, I am a lazy person. Example, I am lazy enough that I let my TV turned on until I wake up for work. I rather eat instant noodle than cooking. Are you kidding me? There are a lot of important matters I am compelled to think of & reducing weight doesn't rank high in my list, yet.
Recently, a purposely provocative statement from my cousin makes me shiver from the spine. "Imagining yourself in a wedding gown can be a nightmare". Nightmare! Nightmare! Nightmare! I imagine sound effects, like echoes we hear in a cave. Damnation. Stress. End of the world. Why on earth I feel so terribly bad??? Fiance never complains so far, still my confidence level declines whenever we get together. OMG, I will go nuts. Maybe I think too much. Right click, memory deleted. Huarghh... Time to resume my disturbed sleep. To be continued..
